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this is all i am

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i am feeling
i found peace on: 02-05-23

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perhaps im a bad person

what is my purpose if not to obsess

i regret throwing out my vibrator

i wish he would stop calling me for fucks sake i dont want to talk

i remember

im not a very friendly person

horny intervention insurmountable demons im fighting rn

i love cinema

think im delusional and make everything up bc im so afraid

im so sorry

my asshole is all fucked up and bruised and sore because if i dont fuck myself up in a sexual way i will start being all unhinged in an emotional way im a problematic masochist

human connection sounds alien but i dont want anything more

im a useless child

never been happier but never been in so much pain

i was a really disturbed child

how many layers of irony to bury yourself under does it take to fully lose yourself

i actually like monster ultra rosa its my guilty pleasure

i know im cringe

addicted to being a coomer sometimes

i think youre lying to me and there is more to it, but maybe i just cant admit to myself its not that deep

i love porn

my waist is so tiny and cute

call me mum

hate people talking about politics like shut the fuck up i dont do the arts or humanities and i dont give a shit go and talk about it somewhere else i want to play minecraft

stop talking in riddles

my tutor is weird as fuck

why do you keep coming back to me in this manner?

want a huge dick inside of my asshole

if i were a used car i wouldnt go far

violent men turn me on

i wonder if this is a secret message meant for me

all i want is for someone to hug me, not a single friend will message me back

i wish i wasnt so unlikable

people freak me out

im so alone

ive forgotten who i am

only people who are interesting are problematic ones

my baby boy

i wish people would let me talk to them about linux and FOSS

i hate how much i dont hate you

people at uni piss me off sometimes but i try to be nice

perhaps im stalkerish

why you gotta take yourself so seriously who fucking cares

im so jealous of her

yearn for warm embrace from a loved one

you could mean everything to me

i wanna play tekkit again

all i ever wanted was to be loved

oldschool minecraft was the best idk what dreamsmp is dont talk to me about that shit

i wanna send him my undies in the mail

i hate my mother

i want him to snap me in half

why do you want to make me food so badly? its fucking suspicious

hes so annoying

i can tell she blames me for triggering her bulimia, but as if its my fault im anorexic

why does she talk like that

baby boy tell me you love me

i wish i was putting these pens up my ass instead of sitting here right now listening to this shit

she will never be me

everyone abandons me but i dont blame them, im annoying

i love skyrim so much

im sorry for blocking you

posting all over your public socials like this is fucking annoying shut up, you crave attention because youre like me and have abandonment issues. i understand, but please shut up i never signed up for this

shut up

i think im fat when in severely underweight

its never good enough

im never good enough

who keeps casting evan peters in those roles

no one ever responds

i never did like to do anything simple when i could do it ass-backwards

i regret asking you to block me

cant believe i just ate two whole bags of caramello koalas

im retarded

i wish i could tell you to stop blowing up my phone even though youve done nothing wrong for some reason it makes me annoyed

gmod horror maps go hard

my [redacted family member] is a sociopath and scares the shit out of me even though theyve done nothing wrong, i can tell they are like that and its scary

they all abandoned me

i hate porn

i dont trust anyone and i lie to people all the time

mother issues?

i think the only love i know is abuse and abandonment

ezio is a fuckin badass

whatever phenotype i am i dont want it and its not quite right is it

i love problematic boys they turn me on

im so scared

nobody appreciates the video game genre of micromanagement and autism efficiency

morrowind is goat

i wish he loved me so much he would go to prison to kill me

im a fuckin weeb

my mother is a hollywood personality

its nowhere near as deep as i ever think it is

love the smell of pheromones

i crave human affection

wish i could [redacted] someone

youre retarded

really want some tempura prawn sushi

i think im only this obsessed with you because i know i can never have you, and im really that masochistic

im country white trash

really wish she would stop throwing up in the toilet every night

he's autistic

women turn me on for some reason but i dont like them romantically

i hate you

i dont know what my sexuality is, my sexuality is me getting hurt

i want a shirt or hoodie with his smell on it

im conspiracy minded

i wish he would just tell me he doesnt love me straight up so i dont have to ponder, im too scared to ask. i already know the answer

im trying my hardest

maybe i do need the olanzapine again

i have entire fake constructed personalities and personas for certain online communities and theyre all male

my cat is annoying but love them sm

i know sommeone who reminds me of jeffrey dahmer

i feel void

i have never seen lain serial experiments

sometimes i want to smash my phone like a teenage boy

please carry me home

i want to mother problematic and dangerous boys

why do people forget i exist

pretending to be someone im not in a fantasy world makes me feel alive

in my room redefining the meaning of black holes

im always horny off meds

i want someone to hold me

addiction is always something i have to grapple with

i am jealous of others

bojack horseman is too good for a netflix animated original

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